I'm resting well and gently moving into the rebuilding phase of my trip. Still, I have to consciously resist stepping right back into my old habit of constantly figuring out the next move. My primary motivator has never been money but the chronic fear I've lived with most of my life, entrenched in a battle of financial survival, has consumed too much of my energy. Meanwhile my creative, spiritual self has had to grow in fits and starts, expanding but frustrated. Balancing physical health, emotional well being, spiritual growth and financial stability are like spokes of wheel. If one or more are weak, you're in for a bumpy ride at best. I've worked hard to strengthen 3 of these 4. Time to practice what I preach, BALANCE.
I'm about half way through this first leg of my journey. Returning to the way I used to live isn't an option. Becoming completely nomadic is a bigger step than I'm ready for. Something simple. A gentle way of living. No more chasing schedules and feeling overwhelmed. Where I'll land is a mystery to me but I'm practicing daily to be okay with the mystery.
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| Osprey feather found near Kristin's house |
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| More heart rocks showing up |
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| characters on Caladesi Island |
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