I'm a bit road weary, but after a week away, I'm only beginning the unwinding process. The life I've been trying to keep up with is madness. The life I am choosing is filled with peace, joy and laughter. What that looks like is still a mystery to me but I'm getting occasional glimpses. My impatience keeps showing up and I'm amazed at how well versed I am at avoiding the real work I know I need to do to move thru the healing of my heart, mind and body. I'm so easily distracted and pulled off task. Packing, unpacking (too much stuff), traveling (as usual I packed my sched too tightly - already paring down itinerary), jumping ahead to consider life plans before I've even had a chance to rest, yet alone restore and pushing down emotions instead of walking thru and allowing them to clear.
Looking forward to several weeks in Florida with my dear friend Kristin and family. Like a sister, she already recognizes my need for quiet. I've said before and will say again, I'm blessed with the best friends!
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