Monday, March 19, 2012
Cold Feet
They say today is the first day of spring. The trees seem to agree but my toes still think its winter!
Honestly though, the closer I get to my chosen day of departure, the more things here are pulling on me to stay. Mom's not well and needs me, a couple of my dearest friends are up against enormous personal challenges, my cats are freaking out a little and I'm getting caught up in my fears. What if I run out of money? Where will I land when this is all done? What if my mom gets worse? Will my cats be okay? And on like that. What if this doesn't change anything in my life? What if I don't get any answers? What if ...???
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Dearest Peg,
ReplyDeleteI'm sharing some of what I learned in my journeys. While this is true for me, each of us has to make our own journey. So I share it in the spirit of learning and hope you will take it or leave it, whichever feels right for you.
I believe that sometimes we have to let go of what we don't want, before we can make room in my journey was a way of letting go of the past and making room for the new me.
Standing at the edge of the precipice feels really scary; its like getting ready to jump into the waterfall. I needed to leap without knowing where I might land , or what I would find. And it all came together in the most beautiful way that only the Universe could create.
I want to end by reminding you of what it says in your blog profile "This is my journey to reclaim my heart, live from my core and learn to be fully present, trusting that everything is already okay". Peg, everything is already okay, and you are exactly on the right track.
Love love love
I love your sweet heart...
ReplyDeleteThank you
And finding the perfect sarong today just reminds me that everything is just as it needs to be. Huge hugs and see you really soon. xo
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